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Wed, Nov. 2nd, 2005, 07:21 am
yep... been that long...

Well, it seems like I haven't updated in a long time, things have happened
since August.

well, I'll start with the most recent.

First, I gotta go pay the body shop thats fixing this guys car
(A 2004 Chevrolet Avalanche Pickup) because I turned the gas
nozzle upside down which in turn scratched the crap outta the
side of His gas tank housing. (OUCH) But He's been real nice
about it so far, so that's good.

Speakin of Chevys, theres this Camaro IROC-Z that i've been
checkin out. It's in need of some serious restoration, but
It would make an awesome project.

Got the electrical short fixed in the Regal. (YAY!) And that guy
that fixed it for me is friggen awesome.

Ty might sell me a 500 watt stereo sub woofer for $200 dollars.
not a bad deal if i say so myself. Since He 'needs' to upgrade
to a 1200 Watt stereo. (It's never good enough for Him :) )

So now I can see things at night in the Regal, but it's gonna
need more work, but steady and slowly, and patienly, it's gonna
be one NICE cruiser.

It's gonna need a new head unit for the radio. That ol' Jenson
is going to be retired, but im still going to keep it
as a spare.

Some future plans are of course a brand new paint job, thats
maybe a different color, (I like the current color, don't get
me wrong, I like it very much, but, Im thinkin of gettin a
color to match more closely with the darker brownish color
of the interior. Or maybe keep it stock, i don't know yet.
nothins written in stone.) Dayton Wire Wheels
(No, i'm not gonna make it my tricked out lowrider, but a nice
set of aftermarkets will do) keepin the original hubcaps of course.

There's just many things to do, i've got a game plan, but
it's not solid yet.

Besides my love of makin old cars nice, I've been workin at BP.
punchin in some serious hours, it's all good.

I've been watchin closely at the people who I refer to as
'friends' cause these so-called, 'friends' can be sneaky,
shady, back-stabbing. You think you best buds with a dude,
then He turns around and sticks it up your ass. pfff.

Well, i'm happy for 'em. - That's my motto, and it keep me
from going nuts. See i dont get mad, I laugh and make
the best of situations, cause im that dude that strives
to be above-average, and make my self interesting.

but this doesen't mean that other people to me are not interesting.
and i'm not being egotistical right now, im just sayin the
way I currently see things.

word.

So, to end this post, I'm just gon do what I do. And I'm happy
for everybody, including myself.

Ball in hand,

- Kevin

Mon, Aug. 1st, 2005, 06:41 am
I hate this....

last night was not cool.

It was a complete waste of time energy and money.
Even though i didnt spend any of mine, i still feel
bad for my buddy who did.

it's not fair! but neither is life.

It was extremly gay. like, this girl was really
buuuuuuuuuuuuurnt. and was all like, 'Don't touch me I
don't like to be touched!!!!'

whatever. It doesen't matter. none of it does.









never again.


Ummm... well besides that, I'm feelin good.
Got my app into BP, looks like I might get hired
pretty easily, but, nothin is written in stone.

My transmission clicks when it downshifts. I hope
its not any of the planetary/sun gears
or the clutch bearings with somethin
wrong. Someone told me i might need to add
tranny fluid.

It was rebuilt not too long ago. probably at about
98,000 miles. as of this writing it stands at
104,440 somethin.

sigh... later,

- Kev

Fri, Jul. 22nd, 2005, 06:19 pm
sigh... ball in hand

hi everyone.

Well the Buick's been actin up, the carbureator was trippin
and i kept stallin out.

but dad got me a new rebuilt one, so its all good now.

Theres a show like not far from my house, with Erics
new band, i would go, but tonites not a good night.

parents are fighting and I dont want any more drama
on top of it. sigh....
Well I guess i no longer work at Friendly's.
last Saturday i tried callin out and couldent get through.

so i'm not even on the schedual for that Saturday or this one.
its not worth the hassle, 18-24 dollars a week for gas money
and im not even allowed to get a sip of soda. It's amazing,
i refuse to talk to her.

I dont think im ever goin back. i might as well just stay
with what i got.

im gonna miss some people there. there are some
incredible people that work there.

and somethings i say that Ill do, i dont. i should go over to bp
and apply, i dont. i have a bill that ive still got to pay,
i havent yet. i need to get my ball in my hand and get it
rolling.

i just wish things could be better right now. but
they could be worse.

- Kev

Fri, Jul. 15th, 2005, 10:17 pm
update your Mom

hey everybody.


went to cruise night at Connie's in Sayreville.

we didnt win nothin :( but it was awesome as always.
you dont mess with the cruisers.

Dad found a couple of sites to fix up my car, been
tryin to do that since my lil accident. (shh) :)

iight, im outie son.

- Kev

Thu, Jul. 14th, 2005, 11:45 pm
zzz...

crazy.



I've been sleepin a lot today.

Mary called me up at 5 and asked where i was. well
me was sleepin, like rock.

would of got up and went to apply at bp, but I was
damn tired.

oh well.

ill see what tomorrow brings.

- Kev

Thu, Jul. 14th, 2005, 09:10 am
awesome

yo! just sittin by the pool after work and starin at the
water just makes ya think a lot.


It's Awesome.

I thought about lots of things, the good times and bad.
the cool people, the fags, people who were popular,
people who were not, and people in between.

Guess I kinda miss the drama... in a wierd way.

i guess the bs is all part of the process.

Well I say, "It don't matta, none a-this mattas"

yea, i know i sound like a geek cause i quoted Aqua Teen,
but that is the truth. And that show is the junk, dont you
forget it!




Seriously, I haven't been myself lately. I feel like
i have to put on an act... to protect myself from mental
manipulation, by people who feel that i need to be
under of some control.

of course I say EFF THAT! its the kind of thing that
can drive a person insane. Some people I guess have
a strong talent for psychology.... sigh you know
whats sad? i just used google to help me spell that word.
Hehe, oh well.

i know im not some kind of retard. i see what goes on
in front of my eyes at least, sometimes lately, what
happenes underneth the radar. i get vibes off people,
knots in my guts, ect.

its sad, but you cant always have a bleeding heart for
everyone all the time... eventually itll dry out.
sad fact of life, very hard to accept, but you do.

people all the time say, "Yeah im your boy, I'll never
diss you, i got your back!", "Don't worry about a thing,
I got you covered."

but i know that its all an act, maybe to protect themselfs
as well. i read other peoples LJs and feel them on the same.





Its amazing


iight, well im out, later actors...

- Kev

Thu, Jul. 14th, 2005, 03:00 am
Well...

first real post since.... whenever.

got to see plenty of folks today, was awesome.

got to see Sharky's Camaro, always a plus. Mary and Jarett came over
the house, which was chill. talked about old things and how they used to be.

bunch of rice rockets at shell, and one orange mustang, the 'stang would
of wiped em all out! :) car was soundin nice.

oh yea... i work at fedex now, which is ok, but im gonna get somethin
better. might pump gas with eddie at bp. well see.

one thing about this summer.... its goin good but no parties! i wanna
see some people.

need a new computer. Eddie told me about this place on Cherry St. where you
can buy parts and build your own. might go check that out.

iight, well im out, later

- Kev

Wed, Jul. 13th, 2005, 12:55 am
im back, son!

word.

this journal is crappy right now. nedds to seriously get the ball rollin.


peace,

- Kev

Wed, Mar. 17th, 2004, 10:16 pm
fo real...

well...

i typed all this before, but, the dumbass 'Click Here' link had to fuck up on me, but oh well.

Friday - Sunny helped me re-write my goals & the steps to accomplishing them, so now i got that all done.

Saturday - i went & saw 42nd Street at the Union County Arts Center. that play was hot. Usually i wouldent goto a play or do somethin like that, but, since i had no plans & some people in there that i knew for a long time was gonna be thier last time up on stage I figured what the hell?

Eric Drylewicz played Julian Marsh the main character, who's a manager for a play called Pretty Lady, so it was like a play within a play, or somethin like that. the best part of the whole play was that Eric got to kiss Heather Medina 4 times on stage, since she played Peggy Sawyer.

i think everybody felt good after the play was over, i know i had a goood feelin after seein it & talkin to everybody.

Sunday i just chilled & didn't do much, same with Monday.

yesterday was great. meet some new people, a certin person... yea, i got mad candy from people & such.

& for today...

HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY!

i'm like 1/4th Irish or 1/8 somethin like that.

yeah.

I don't know, things have just been goin great for me, & i like to keep it that way.


iight well, im gonna go.. peace & good nite everybody.

- Kev

Tue, Mar. 16th, 2004, 08:29 pm
FGDGFJHUIF!

yo...




Click here on update journal should die.


it just messed up my whole nice ass post about my weekend.

fuckin faggot, your goin on the chunk team.

- Kev

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