somephatjunk

Well, it seems like I haven't updated in a long time, things have happened
since August.

well, I'll start with the most recent.

First, I gotta go pay the body shop thats fixing this guys car
(A 2004 Chevrolet Avalanche Pickup) because I turned the gas
nozzle upside down which in turn scratched the crap outta the
side of His gas tank housing. (OUCH) But He's been real nice
about it so far, so that's good.

Speakin of Chevys, theres this Camaro IROC-Z that i've been
checkin out. It's in need of some serious restoration, but
It would make an awesome project.

Got the electrical short fixed in the Regal. (YAY!) And that guy
that fixed it for me is friggen awesome.

Ty might sell me a 500 watt stereo sub woofer for $200 dollars.
not a bad deal if i say so myself. Since He 'needs' to upgrade
to a 1200 Watt stereo. (It's never good enough for Him :) )

So now I can see things at night in the Regal, but it's gonna
need more work, but steady and slowly, and patienly, it's gonna
be one NICE cruiser.

It's gonna need a new head unit for the radio. That ol' Jenson
is going to be retired, but im still going to keep it
as a spare.

Some future plans are of course a brand new paint job, thats
maybe a different color, (I like the current color, don't get
me wrong, I like it very much, but, Im thinkin of gettin a
color to match more closely with the darker brownish color
of the interior. Or maybe keep it stock, i don't know yet.
nothins written in stone.) Dayton Wire Wheels
(No, i'm not gonna make it my tricked out lowrider, but a nice
set of aftermarkets will do) keepin the original hubcaps of course.

There's just many things to do, i've got a game plan, but
it's not solid yet.

Besides my love of makin old cars nice, I've been workin at BP.
punchin in some serious hours, it's all good.

I've been watchin closely at the people who I refer to as
'friends' cause these so-called, 'friends' can be sneaky,
shady, back-stabbing. You think you best buds with a dude,
then He turns around and sticks it up your ass. pfff.

Well, i'm happy for 'em. - That's my motto, and it keep me
from going nuts. See i dont get mad, I laugh and make
the best of situations, cause im that dude that strives
to be above-average, and make my self interesting.

but this doesen't mean that other people to me are not interesting.
and i'm not being egotistical right now, im just sayin the
way I currently see things.

word.

So, to end this post, I'm just gon do what I do. And I'm happy
for everybody, including myself.

Ball in hand,

- Kevin

last night was not cool.

It was a complete waste of time energy and money.
Even though i didnt spend any of mine, i still feel
bad for my buddy who did.

it's not fair! but neither is life.

It was extremly gay. like, this girl was really
buuuuuuuuuuuuurnt. and was all like, 'Don't touch me I
don't like to be touched!!!!'

whatever. It doesen't matter. none of it does.









never again.


Ummm... well besides that, I'm feelin good.
Got my app into BP, looks like I might get hired
pretty easily, but, nothin is written in stone.

My transmission clicks when it downshifts. I hope
its not any of the planetary/sun gears
or the clutch bearings with somethin
wrong. Someone told me i might need to add
tranny fluid.

It was rebuilt not too long ago. probably at about
98,000 miles. as of this writing it stands at
104,440 somethin.

sigh... later,

- Kev

hi everyone.

Well the Buick's been actin up, the carbureator was trippin
and i kept stallin out.

but dad got me a new rebuilt one, so its all good now.

Theres a show like not far from my house, with Erics
new band, i would go, but tonites not a good night.

parents are fighting and I dont want any more drama
on top of it. sigh....
Well I guess i no longer work at Friendly's.
last Saturday i tried callin out and couldent get through.

so i'm not even on the schedual for that Saturday or this one.
its not worth the hassle, 18-24 dollars a week for gas money
and im not even allowed to get a sip of soda. It's amazing,
i refuse to talk to her.

I dont think im ever goin back. i might as well just stay
with what i got.

im gonna miss some people there. there are some
incredible people that work there.

and somethings i say that Ill do, i dont. i should go over to bp
and apply, i dont. i have a bill that ive still got to pay,
i havent yet. i need to get my ball in my hand and get it
rolling.

i just wish things could be better right now. but
they could be worse.

- Kev

hey everybody.


went to cruise night at Connie's in Sayreville.

we didnt win nothin :( but it was awesome as always.
you dont mess with the cruisers.

Dad found a couple of sites to fix up my car, been
tryin to do that since my lil accident. (shh) :)

iight, im outie son.

- Kev

crazy.



I've been sleepin a lot today.

Mary called me up at 5 and asked where i was. well
me was sleepin, like rock.

would of got up and went to apply at bp, but I was
damn tired.

oh well.

ill see what tomorrow brings.

- Kev

yo! just sittin by the pool after work and starin at the
water just makes ya think a lot.


It's Awesome.

I thought about lots of things, the good times and bad.
the cool people, the fags, people who were popular,
people who were not, and people in between.

Guess I kinda miss the drama... in a wierd way.

i guess the bs is all part of the process.

Well I say, "It don't matta, none a-this mattas"

yea, i know i sound like a geek cause i quoted Aqua Teen,
but that is the truth. And that show is the junk, dont you
forget it!




Seriously, I haven't been myself lately. I feel like
i have to put on an act... to protect myself from mental
manipulation, by people who feel that i need to be
under of some control.

of course I say EFF THAT! its the kind of thing that
can drive a person insane. Some people I guess have
a strong talent for psychology.... sigh you know
whats sad? i just used google to help me spell that word.
Hehe, oh well.

i know im not some kind of retard. i see what goes on
in front of my eyes at least, sometimes lately, what
happenes underneth the radar. i get vibes off people,
knots in my guts, ect.

its sad, but you cant always have a bleeding heart for
everyone all the time... eventually itll dry out.
sad fact of life, very hard to accept, but you do.

people all the time say, "Yeah im your boy, I'll never
diss you, i got your back!", "Don't worry about a thing,
I got you covered."

but i know that its all an act, maybe to protect themselfs
as well. i read other peoples LJs and feel them on the same.





Its amazing


iight, well im out, later actors...

- Kev

first real post since.... whenever.

got to see plenty of folks today, was awesome.

got to see Sharky's Camaro, always a plus. Mary and Jarett came over
the house, which was chill. talked about old things and how they used to be.

bunch of rice rockets at shell, and one orange mustang, the 'stang would
of wiped em all out! :) car was soundin nice.

oh yea... i work at fedex now, which is ok, but im gonna get somethin
better. might pump gas with eddie at bp. well see.

one thing about this summer.... its goin good but no parties! i wanna
see some people.

need a new computer. Eddie told me about this place on Cherry St. where you
can buy parts and build your own. might go check that out.

iight, well im out, later

- Kev

word.

this journal is crappy right now. nedds to seriously get the ball rollin.


peace,

- Kev

well...

i typed all this before, but, the dumbass 'Click Here' link had to fuck up on me, but oh well.

Friday - Sunny helped me re-write my goals & the steps to accomplishing them, so now i got that all done.

Saturday - i went & saw 42nd Street at the Union County Arts Center. that play was hot. Usually i wouldent goto a play or do somethin like that, but, since i had no plans & some people in there that i knew for a long time was gonna be thier last time up on stage I figured what the hell?

Eric Drylewicz played Julian Marsh the main character, who's a manager for a play called Pretty Lady, so it was like a play within a play, or somethin like that. the best part of the whole play was that Eric got to kiss Heather Medina 4 times on stage, since she played Peggy Sawyer.

i think everybody felt good after the play was over, i know i had a goood feelin after seein it & talkin to everybody.

Sunday i just chilled & didn't do much, same with Monday.

yesterday was great. meet some new people, a certin person... yea, i got mad candy from people & such.

& for today...

HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY!

i'm like 1/4th Irish or 1/8 somethin like that.

yeah.

I don't know, things have just been goin great for me, & i like to keep it that way.


iight well, im gonna go.. peace & good nite everybody.

- Kev

yo...




Click here on update journal should die.


it just messed up my whole nice ass post about my weekend.

fuckin faggot, your goin on the chunk team.

- Kev

not a bad day...

i'm in tech right now.

it was the funniest in Mrs. Williams today, Curt, Jarett & Ishmel (sp?) all played teacher.

Curt whne he said 'new assisant teacher...' he walked up & then he said, 'wait i gotta make an entrance first...'

me & Luis are laughin & ahh, it was just too funny...

i gotta go...

- Kev

Today looked shitty at first, nows its nice & bright out.

i'm goin to the organizational tonite, (gotta call Tom first) so that'll be fun.

In tech, i was lookin through the server & i found old pics of Jarett & Jamie, it used to be mad fun with the three of us, dickin around. i remember Jamie dropped the camera & then i dropped it & it still worked.

i miss that whole class last year, with Mark Porter (he always used to talk about Jesus & God with Jarett, nothin worng with that) & Even Barrett (who's in my class again) & Steph & that other kid Stephen & of course Jamie outta all people.

its not like that no more, it sucks. i hate everybody in that class except for Evan & Rachael, its not fun at all anymore.

haha, it was funny as hell when Schrader would show us somethin on the Monitor & Jamie always lost her place in it somewhere & Schrader would be like Ellis! (her last name)

i was talkin to Mandy, & she had this dirty mind test that i took, unfortuntaly i failed, but oh well, its all good. "OPPS?" haha.

iight, im feelin good, so im gonna go, peace,

- Kev

Friday was good.

nobody came, & i was dressed all sharp.

Me & Chris had a really good talk about Business & Time 'actual' time, like goin back in time & stuff like that.

i didn't do nothin ALL weekend. i was mad tired.

Today sucked. i'm goin to the open in hopes that it'll make me feel much better.

Everybody readin, get Orgy - Blue Monday, if you don't have this or the original Blue Monday already, every word said in that song is how im feelin today.

i'm out,

- Kev

well another day of standin in the autorium.

Yo, whats up with havin 3 friends being pissed at me in less than 2 weeks? The latest one being half my fault. it was a tough decision, if i lied to her, she woulda been pissed at me, if i didnt lie to her, he would have got pissed, which he did.

this is bullshit, Im tired of this tickin time bomb that always goes off when i dont lie to her, he thinks im gonna crawl back to him, which i'm not. fuck that.

i went to Luises Monday & saw Dark Blue, that movie is crazy.

& Again yesterday, me & 'him' didn't say a word to each other.

I don't understand, he broke up with her, why is he more pissed off about it than he should be? makes no sense.

but, whatever.

Tomorrow, Tom is showin the plan at Chrises house, so i'm goin to that.

I think i talk about the business a lil too much in here :-D

God, Danny came back after being suspended. What a fag. He got a haircut, he lookes like a shaved monkey. what dickless.

aight, i'm out,

- Kev

first, i got to school a little late.

Today's the first day that most of the school's takin the HSPA, for us that don't, we just chilled in the autorium.

i almost didn't goto tech today, I kinda felt like takin the day off from there, but i coulden't catch up wtih him, so i missed the bus, but Brian Toomey or Paulmeri whatever his last name is now, saw me & he missed the bus too.

we got a ride from his mother, & i went in & Schrader wanted me to install OS X on a few more comps & punch holes in these papers.

well, i thought i lost a friend, but as soon as i thought i did, i got the friend back, wtf? Now i know life can be up & down but this is ridicolus!

aight, well, i gots to go,

- Kev

the open was great.

Ty brought Andre Dorsant (sp?) & he seems really interested.

next week, Vick & Debbie golad. that's gon be hot!

hehe, i talk about the business way too much in this.

With my friends, SHe doesen;'t wanna be friends no more, i try callin her & stuff to try & stay friends, but i lost one. & it pains me to have to lose a friend, but, i have to go on.

well, i got to go, im gettin a ride to screwl.

- Kev

yo...

today's such a nice & warm day. i'm at tech right now.

a certin person said that he was goin to beat the shit outta me, but nothing happened.

I didn't even look at him when i came into class, for the whole time.

we had a big convo last night, & he thought i was playin dumb, but i really had no idea to what he was talkin about.

i just wish friends would stop fighting with me.

another certin someone hugged Adam Flynn's brother in the hallway. that deserves a big...

WTF!??

she obviously has no good taste in guys, coulda gone out with me, but, she had to be a stuck up bitch

iight, i got to go, Schrader's lookin around.

- Kev

P.S.

The open's tonight, im mad souped about the business.

today was mad good times.

Me, Ty, Chris & Tyree all went contactin.

yo, Tyree is the funniest black kid in all of Rahway, no Union County!

we all went to Menlo Mall, goin in store after store, gettin those contacts in.

i really had one guy, but he just keep goin on about the Compaq laptop he was talkin about.

oh well, it's all good.

Tyree was funny throughout the whole trip. He knew the lyrics to almost every single rap song played in the car, & this guy who we thought was driving a UPS truck, keep blocking out the sunlight & Tyree was like 'thanks, buddy!' 'Here! i'll help you fat black kid in the back of that accord in front of me!' god, that was funny. turns out though, that it was some big ass brown bus & not a UPS truck.

that was mad, exciting, fun, great, will never be forgotten, good times.

i dunno, but for some reason, Chris went into PacSun for a beanie.

& When we got back? woah, more fun/good times. Tyree told us that he works a graveyard shift at the Modell's sports shop (forgot where) from 10 PM to 8 AM. crazy. HAHA, he told us that after Ty said hes not gonna give him a ride because Tyree said that Ty wasn't important. Tyree was like, 'haha, i don't care, i'm a fat black kid, you'll be doin me a favor by walkin all that way.' we just all cracked up.

aww, man, that was great.

Ryan said i should go apply at Walmart for a job, ill check that out tomorrow.

iight, time to go

- Kev

amazing...

i HAD a good day.

me & Ty go out contactin & with this person (Mandy, you know who this is) & well we goto Woodbridge mall, & i try contactin this guy & he was tellin me all about this computer & person knows that i was contactin this guy, but instead she was talkin to him about somethin else, that pissed me off.

next, i talked to this guy that looked more sharp than the guy i was talkin to before. same thing i talked to him & tryin to get a contact in, but person did it again! she was talkin to him about 'drivers' blah blah, & i was like, 'sigh... whatever'

i said enough, theres more, but i don't even feel like typin it all out, the whole things makin me sick.

sigh... i'm losin faith in some people,

whatever

Sunny gave me some CD's & Greg Johnson (sp?) came to the meetin at Chris's, so that was good. he seems really interested, so its all good.

i gotta find my papers unless Sunny can re-write it all down again, which i dont wanna do, cause it makes me look irresponsible.

peace out & good night,

- Kev

nothin special happened today.

i'm just here for now, chillin, waitin for my TV dinner to get done, cause i'm gonna go out with Ty later to make contacts.

yo, Mac OS X is hot makes me wish i had a Mac, i saw the system & everythin, but watchin the installer made it look more hot than it originally did, i thought it was gonna be some boring text shit.

so, from now on, everyone should stop hatin on Macs.

goin out contactin's gonna be hot too, if we goto Menlo again, i'm gonna check out the Apple store again & see if i can try & contact another cool guy from there.

i'm mad hungry, so peace,

- Kev